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Don't TrustI've been here beforeDon't Trust by Cassandrina
Sometimes for instant
Others for eternity and again
But I thought
The last time
My final trial
Had come and gone
Yet here I stand
It is cold
The wind casts shivers down my spine
Yet their chill
is far more kindly than the truth
In the darkness
Amidst the shadows and the shades
So clear are the shapes
I wish I was blind
You weaved a tapestry
Through my skin
You formed etches and scars
I knew no pain when it began
Had I the needle
I would tear it from me
From my beating heart
From my ravaged mind
I have no need of angels
They have no wings
And have left me for dead
A memory forsaken
Here I lie
Hidden among the leaves
Screaming in agony
STRIKE MY HEART
FOR I CAN NO LONGER BEAR IT
AgonyI'm in a dark place right now...Agony by Cassandrina
I haven't felt this way in so long that I forgot how much a person can ache on the inside.
Anyone who knows me also knows that I don't have the habit of writing excessively depressing journals about how life's a bitch and everything is horrible.
But this may be the one time where I've been more pained than any other. Of course I realize I may not be in the appropriate state to be making that judgement.
Though I don't want to talk about it I hope you'll all understand.
If you have a moment please leave a comment suggesting any dark songs/music (but not depressing), edgy songs/music, or songs that don't promote a particular emotion that might help me right now.
Music is my best chance at healing and the more I have to occupy my mind the better I'll feel.
Spirit lifting or happy songs likely will not help but you have the floor so you may do as you will.
However, I can guarantee Rammstein will not help my condition
My name is Christian. I'm an aspiring artist saving up to go to a multimedia design course at Algonquin College in Ottawa. Though I primarily aspire to be a 3D artist, I hope to pick up and learn skills like web design, video editing, sound effects editing, and visual effects.
As you can see from my page, I'm currently working on making things that can be sold, either on Etsy (I'm sure we all know what that is) or Shapeways (a 3D printing website). It's a pipe dream to think that I'll ever be able to make a full paying job out of it, but I believe you should always find time for the things you love doing.
I'm also very interested in Cosplay. Sadly, I'm thoroughly unskilled with my hands, so most or all of my costumes will need to be commissioned - though my 3D printing helps me make a lot of the props myself (keep your eyes open for Bakura's Millennium Necklace!).
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